Development

1.The process of developing or being developed.

        "She traces the development of the novel" 

2.The process of starting to experience or suffer from an ailment or feeling. 

        "The development of brittle bones"

As things move forward I must also. Working pay check to pay check it does not work. Every day you work to stay aloft. You need to work to breath, to be able to leave for a weekend and not stress will i have enough gas to get back home.